Six months later, it's high time to update my journal. Artistically, nothing really important has happened in the last few months. My "model career" with is on stand-by and my latest deviations aren't getting too many views.

Nevertheless, I am quite enthusiastic about this spring. I set up a new dA account for my ballerina drawings - . Also, my Holga is weeping to be used, so I hope I will soon find the film for it..which is a bit complicated when you live in Belgrade. Last but not the least, I am making plans for the new photo shoots, collecting models, poses and ideas…

In hope that you will see the results of my enthusiasm in the next journal,

Teodora

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Lately, shame has become my biggest motivation (and inspiration).


Ashamed of the fact I haven't read one book of many that I bought during the last Belgrade book fair, I overcame all of the usual excuses (un-ideal reading setup, fatigue, etc) and, in a week's time, indulged Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle (Vladimir Nabokov) and Namesake (Jhumpa Lahiri) and a whole bunch of Fables episodes that patiently waited for me for such a long time.


Ashamed that I haven't exercised for ages, I took up Pilates. One month later, I am excited every time I stretch a little bit further, amazed with every new move that my body experiences for the first time.


This journal is, too, a product of my "shameful list" – ashamed of the fact that I haven't written a single DA journal despite of the fact that I got my subscription in May, and, at the moment, ashamed (and terrified) how hard it is to find words to write it, I am trying, reaaaaaaally hard, to put up the words in a meaningful ensemble.




Considering the fact I've spent the last year learning what closeness and comfort really are, to the horror, and in honor of my tutor and lust, lustforleica , I present you…our most intimate moments captured on Nikon.










And our latest precious deviation that became a DD:




P.S. Ashamed that I haven't uploaded (or produced, for that matter) a deviation for a long time, I hope I'll find the strength and inspiration to take some photos..soon.

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